Go to the Store

A time to give, a time to receive. Must be learned equally. But why does it seem hard to do one at one time and than the opposite. Kind of like we must love each other including those who do us wrong again and again. Lessons being taught so much right now. Growth happening all around me. I see it and it is alive and well. Or was it always there and I was blind to the Teacher.
Hmmm thinking, processing and not sure the output yet. Eyes are opening to what I am suppose to see and learn. Who would have guess life would lead me here. Not me. Ask anyone, who knew me. Now ask anyone who knows me now. They are not surprise, nor me. I am glad I am finding the way. I am glad I stayed the journey. I know I was lost but now I am found. Blind but now I see. Life is good. Sometimes buried deep down just waiting to be discovered. Do you have the shovel?

Under Construction

Finding time to do all that is required and all that is wanted. Hard to do. Struggling with the past and how it was and the present in how it is. Trying not to lose all that was started but trying to find the happy medium that satisfies me and all that are in my life. Feeling all the outside worries, trying to rely on faith. Wondering when the next big workout when come and trying to squeeze the little ones in when the bulk of time seems to fade. Keeping on the path that was set but not letting it become the Almighty. Finding it hard to balance and be peaceful in the decision that is already set in stone. Patience that seems to elude me every time. Working on that one life long. Seeing that fairness isn't always seen right away. Time sometimes is the essence. Watching all things come together. Wondering why it took this long. Searching for some answers. Wondering if it really matters. Still believing that best is yet to be, even if we can't seem to see how that could be. Relying on faith...still work in process. Knowing it shouldn't be!

Testing Time

Well, time to finish the last of one of the goals that I started earlier this year. It is testing day for national board for local anesthesia. Nervous, anxious, and just plain excited to get this completed. Has been hanging over my head for a month now and finally I can take the exam.
But in this last month, so many things have come to my attention that makes taking this test, just that a test. It doesn't make or break who I am or what type of hygienist I am. It is just one more hoop I need to jump thru. I have studied hard and I can do it. So when you read this, say a little prayer. We can all use a little more of that. Realizing that it all needs to be put in perspective.

Never Say Never Again...What?

Boy, has that phrase bit me in the butt more than one time in the past couple years. It will probably will again for the next many also. Well the Easter bunny has visit our home. Didn't think I would be having him over so soon. I was looking to fact when the grand kids would visit and the bunny would return. Thinking maybe in 10 years or so. But life twists and turns and we have the Easter bunny, Santa and the good old tooth fairy visiting again. Isn't life funny? This year the bunny had lots of help. Thanks Kc. Stuffing at midnight was the hardest thing. I think I saw a glimpse of that furry bunny at around 4. I guess he was busy at others house at midnight.
Any who, life changes. Life is good and I am a lucky girl. Thanking God for all the blessings I have received. Glad I stayed the journey.