4 Years Ago

On this exact day 4 years ago I started a blog, a journey. I was walking today and I realized this was the day I began to write. Oh how far I have come. I am not saying I am there but I am better off where I am today than years ago.

I haven't written in a while. Well I have, I just haven't put it too print. Why? Fears? Uncertainty? I am continuing on my journey but it has taken a different path. I have been trying to find out who I am in Christ. Ok before you turn away, finish reading.

You have to know that only God and God alone can make you happy. Oh I have tried it in my biking, my running and even in my family and Joe. But people will continue to let you down. And I TOO will let others down. Oh not on purpose but we do. The only one who will remain the same as today and tomorrow is God.

I recently was trying to figure out why I was unhappy? For a while I blamed not running. I blamed my staleness at work. I blamed my husband for not loving me the way I loved him. Then as I sat in Church, I was filled with joy, life and newness. You see when I am in the Word all sadness disappears. There is not a trial I can not face if I have Jesus Christ in my life. I use to be afraid to share my faith. God is helping me with that. What does it matter if someone rejects you for your beliefs in HIM? What matters is...is it pleasing to him. I have testimony that He works in me and through me. Please don't get me wrong, I am not a bible thumper. I want you to know that I have a relationship with my God. I want all who read this that that is what is important!

God will walk with you through all things. He has been there in my past and he continues to walk with me. Ask God to be a part of your world and he will.