Thursday, February 21, 2008

Letting Go

Wow that seems to be a new concept for me lately. Recently I have been forced to let a few things go in my life. It seems that once I figure things out and how my life needs to flow, something or someone comes into my world and makes me look in a different angle.

As you know I am a creature of habit, a girl with a schedule. I get into a groove and make things work. But what if the groove gets upset, no thats is not the word-rocked, nudged or jostle. Then where do I go. I have to reevaluate and go forward.

Letting go of some of my responsibilities of being a mother so that dad can be a father. It seems like a easy break, but is it? No it is letting go of that control thing that I have worked so hard to keep things organized and sane. Letting me feel that am off the clock for a brief moment, not that easy. Most would say enjoy the break, me time yea! I need too.

I need to have those things which I enjoy, readily available. When those me times present themselves so that I don't waste that precious time. Letting go is not always a bad thing. Growth and discovery, and maybe even grabbing hold of something or someone new. Not a bad thing at all.

1 comment:

Sunshine said...

I remember always thinking I was easy going, until I had to sit in a bed for weeks. This taught me I didn't control it all. Wonder where this whole control thing come from? Poor kids!