Into the Night

Well a few people know that for the last several weeks I hosted a mama mallard duck and 6 eggs in my rock garden. At first I thought about shooing her out of there but when I seen the six eggs, I knew that they where there to stay. How long I have no idea how long it takes for eggs to hatch. So I and kids patiently waited, avoiding mom's resting area. The grass was six foot tall around the rock garden. But I knew the day would come eventually. Well yesterday I caught a glimpse of two little tiny eyes starring back at me. One duckling sat quietly next to mom. It was a beautiful sight. Going back for a second look all I could see was mom sitting with alot of movement below her. So I went on with my business. Now the next morning I look and there nothing more than a feathered bed with six broken shells. Where did they go and I wonder if they will return? In the field I heard a distance quack. There was mom but I didn't see babies. Did they all make it? Surprisingly enough I feel abit of a loss. They where only ducks and I didn't even have to care for them or anything.

Makes me wonder when my ducklings leave...do you feel a sense of loss or pride that they are ready to take off and make their way into the world? Makes me wonder if Im preparing them enough for all that they will come in contact with? The good, bad and the ugly. Iam trying to help them to see all the "good" situations bring. End all problems on a good note, even if it was hell to walk thru it. We all walk through hell but it is how we view it that makes the difference. One step at a time, looking up instead of down. One day, one step at a time, moving forward not looking back. Feeling confident in your decisions that you make. Knowing you deserve the best. Moving toward it. Taking chances that lead to happiness. Taking steps. Heaven just could be the one step that you didn't take.