Burrrrrrrr

It is getting colder and the days are getting shorter. You know what that means. Fall and then the dreaded winter. Still looking for that hobby. Need to keep active. Need to keep busy. Kids are in some fall sports that will keep me busy but gotta find something for me.

I hate waking up cold. Recently I have been sleeping in until 6 or later. But now it is getting chilly I am up at 5 bells. Thought I was changing that. Nope wide awake at 5. So get up but I also notice hard to keep my eyes open at 9. Changing like the seasons.

Speaking of changing...went on a motorcycle trip to UP last weekend and hated to ride my bike. Got caught in the rain twice(and they said it wasn't going to rain). Noticed that I was cold more than I wanted to be. Even thought of putting it up for sale as soon as I clean it. Now what up with that? That is changing. Never thought you would hear me say FOR SALE and not have another one in the wings. It just doesn't seem to be that important or enjoyable anymore. And isn't that how life should be? Do what makes you happy? Change, re discover yourself, try some new things? Now I know why some go through mid life crisis. But does it have to be a negative? Nada. Think I am discovering for the first time. Who is Denise? What makes her tick? What makes her smile? Before I think I went with what comes next. We go to college, get a degree, get married, and have kids, It is how it is suppose to go. Then some where in the mix, we lose our self. Not necessarily a bad thing but we forget what we want and need to do for ourselves. I think we all go through it just all at different times. I am glad to know that I am going through it when I don't have a husband that may or may not suffer because of it, not that that has to happen that way. But from experience, it usually does. Why because of lack of communication. That simple!

Wow where did that come from? Wasn't going to even blog today. Guess it was time.