Why is it that everything to worry about is worse at nite. Is it because you finally take the time to think about everything. In turn give everything the worst possible situation. What a restless night. Woke up twice in a panic. Why not real sure why? Was it something I ate or something that was said or not said too me? None the less it is morning but still dark so the feelings are still real and not quite calmed down.
Why do we worry about the uncontrollable? Why does one seem to worry more than the next? Is it in the genes? Is it something that we can work on and get better at? Or is it getting worse with age? Would it make a difference if there was someone to share it with? Especially in the dark. Time again the pull out the bitesplint-my jaws hurt.
Waiting for the light to get a better perspective on everything. The "what matters" and the "not so much of what matters". Need a good run to clear my head. Hopefully it is not raining tonight. Needed it yesterday but weather made me stay home. Ate a bunch of chocolate though. Guess it could be something I ate. Ha ha. Deep breaths deep breaths. Evaluate what needs my attention. Looking forward to my vacation-40 days you know. But know that I have to clear through the "junk" before I can rest. One more breath. It all works out. Venting in the dark!
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GOOD MORNING, I AM THE LORD YOUR GOD.
TODAY I WILL BE HANDLING ALL OF YOUR PROBLEMS. PLEASE REMEMBER THAT I DO NOT NEED YOUR HELP.
IF THE DEVIL HAPPENS TO DELIVER A SITUATION TO YOU THAT YOU CANNOT HANDLE, DO NOT ATTEMP TO RESOLVE IT. KINDLY PUT IT IN THE SFITD (SOMETHING FOR JESUS TO DO) BOX. IT WILL BE ADDRESSED IN MY TIME, NOT YOURS.
ONCE THE MAATTTER IS PLACED INTO THE BOX, DO NOT HOLD ON TO IT OR ATTEMPT TO REMOVE IT. HOLDING ON OR REMOVAL WILL DELAY THE RESOLUTION OF YOUR PROBLE. IF IT IS A SITUATION THAT YOU THINK YOU ARE CAPABLE OF HANDLING, PLEASE CONSULT ME IN PRAYER TO BE SURE THAT IT IS THE PROPER RESOLUTION.
BECAUSE I DO NOT SLEEP OR SLUMBER, THERE IS NO NEED FOR YOU TO LOSE ANY SLEEP. REST MY CHILD, IF YOU NEED TO CONTACT ME, I AM ONLY A PRAYER AWAY.
LOVE ETERNALLY
AMEN...
you might also ponder the difference between 'thoughts' and 'worry'. The latter implies an uncontrolled furry of thoughts. Thinking about the reality of things that could happen in our lives is not 'worry'. True worry impairs you ability to function. Thoughts come into our heads every minute of every day, we can't control whether they emote sadness, fear, happiness or surprise. Our thoughts are our thoughts, good and bad ones. How we react as they go by affects our life. Do I ever think about how tragic it would be if I lost Darrin or the kids? Yes, but I don't worry about it to a point of letting it impair my life. And having someone to share with doesn't necessarily change the thoughts, they are yours to think about then file away into the folder marked "what if".
SOMETIMES WE DO NOT UNDERSTAND WHY THINGS HAPPEN OR WHY WE THINK CERTAIN THINGS, BUT IF WE WORRY ABOUT TOMORROW, WE WILL WASTE TODAY. POSITIVE ENERGY!!
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