Big Mac

Well I have been doing much soul searching in silence lately. Many things that I continue to struggle with that tend to make me unhappy. I continue to run as always, I struggle. The body is doing it but the mind is not leading the way. That is a problem. Weight has always been my issue and I want to break from it. I do not want it to rule me or my life. I too like Darrin need to reset the whole lifestyle diet thing. Time to track all the foods that somehow get in our mouths. No I haven't fallen off the wagon but I know that I have hit a few bumps. I need to say this out loud for I need to be accountable for what I do. June 1st started out with me counting my points again and resetting myself. I am strong and I can do this with the help of God. This is my life and only I can make it a happy one. I know that if I am strong and fit I do feel good.
To make matters more sweet, I found out this morning that I was selected to run the Mackinaw bridge. This is a great honor. Only 300 are chosen and it is on Labor Day. The kicker is that is four days before my wedding. No stress there. But all things happen for a reason. It is approximately 5 and half miles. So this gives me something to train for. I have three months to regain my stamina. I can do it. So wish me well and I will see you at the finish line, at least mentally.