Out Look Bright!

Well the summer is full swing. Things are all starting to come together. Realizing to take one day at a time. Lists and lists started, sometimes there is a end to the list, sometimes not. Some just get transferred on the next list. Relearning what it means to partner with another. It is a great feeling to know that some things still can get accomplished as I run or do another errand. That is a good feeling. We work well together. Marrying someone with similar goal but with enough diversity that makes it not mundane.
Wedding plans are coming together. Plans of how it should be are changing and that is ok. Learning to bend and still not break. Growing in areas I never thought I could or would want too. The extended family coming together with some rough times but for the most part realizing that they need to bend also to make it work.
Running is still there but not to the extent of last summer. But then again I had different priorities. That is ok too. There was a lot o ME last summer. I needed that, but now I have to share the lime life with all in my nest. That is ok too. Time and place for everything. Now it is time for my new family. But wait, not going to lose self this time. I think I learned that lesson in the past 8 years or so. Be a nurturing mother but don't lose me in the process. Going to God with that one. Time has made me see the light on that one. You know I wouldn't change a thing looking back. I truly believe that I had to go threw what I did to know God the way I do. I wouldn't change the journey I am on. The saying that there is a reason, a season and a lifetime is so true. Sometimes we get the satisfaction to know the reason, sometimes not. I was granted the gift of knowing. That is the reason that I can be ok with all in my world right now. A good feeling. Feeling alive and ready for now and the future. That too is a great feeling.