Wednesday, September 9, 2009

A View From The Top

Well this weekend definitely was needed. It was a gift from God. A distresser. Running for me lately has been a break from the 'needs to do' in life. I know it is something that I have to do and lately it has been a want.
Five miles was like three. It was up hill for two and a half but I had a great pace and the weather was superb. I thought alot of all the past life disappointments. I thought of those who done me wrong and where I had ended up. I thought of the journey that I have been on thus far. I thought of the journey I had ahead. I thought of the good, the bad and the ugly. I thought of how it all has changed me, molded me into who I am today. I thought of all that I have ahead of me. It was a definite thought process. I was glad I did it. Probably won;t do it again. Thankful I had the support of my husband and my parents behind me.
Life for me and my family will be quickly changing in the next couple days. Am I ready? Have I thought it thru? Does anyone really know if it is forever? Am I scared?
I do know that God is my core. I do know that I am strong because of him. I do know that I am here now because of all I went thru. I do know Joe's God is core also. That is the difference!

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