Too Much? Or Long Over Due?

Well my mental goal for the new year is starting this weekend. I will be taking a weekend course at Delta college. I will be learning to anesthetize patients. Not really looking forward to this one. It has been over 20years that I have been in a class room. Oh yea I go to the 12 hours for lectures that I have to do to keep my licence. But not where we have to actually work on patients or take a board in Lansing. Ugh!
Worried in many ways. Knowing that this is something that I knew I would have to do in the long run. Been putting it off for a long time. Decided it was time. Thought since I am doing this over haul in my life, no time like the present.
Wondering this morning as my body hurts (did a hour and half) training session in the gym last nite, which goal of mine will hurt the worse? Feel the best when completed? Feel to the core in the middle of doing it.
When I started the new year I never really thought about what I was doing. I sign up for the mental challenge in the fall of last year because that is when the course was offered. I signed up for the Understanding God course last fall but realized that was too much to do after being newly married. So this was the next session, the spiritual. As for the physical, I knew I didn't want to run 26 miles( no offense Darrin), but to swim a little and bike and run. Well that sounds like a winner. So Sept 11 a sprint triathlon is set. Yes that is our 1st anniversary and we are doing it together. No competition there.
So there are days like today that I can't sleep and I wonder if I bit off more than I can chew. Then I wonder if I wasn't pushing myself a little more to get where I need to be? Hmm just a thought. Outside the box? Oh yea WAY!