Under Construction

Finding time to do all that is required and all that is wanted. Hard to do. Struggling with the past and how it was and the present in how it is. Trying not to lose all that was started but trying to find the happy medium that satisfies me and all that are in my life. Feeling all the outside worries, trying to rely on faith. Wondering when the next big workout when come and trying to squeeze the little ones in when the bulk of time seems to fade. Keeping on the path that was set but not letting it become the Almighty. Finding it hard to balance and be peaceful in the decision that is already set in stone. Patience that seems to elude me every time. Working on that one life long. Seeing that fairness isn't always seen right away. Time sometimes is the essence. Watching all things come together. Wondering why it took this long. Searching for some answers. Wondering if it really matters. Still believing that best is yet to be, even if we can't seem to see how that could be. Relying on faith...still work in process. Knowing it shouldn't be!