Heavy sigh...

Crazy little life. Still running on full speed. Many tell me to enjoy and I am not saying I am not. But when you look at things, aren't those things that you really enjoy the things that go slow? Walk in the park, drinking a cold drink on a hot summer day, that first real kiss. Yep I rest my case.
I knew that my life would be crazy when I started having kids one on top of the other. Others warned me it only gets worse. I am not saying it is worse, I am saying I just want to remember some of it.
Waking up today I have a list of things that have to get done. Day off and no day off. I am just trying to see what comes first and needs to get done and what would just be bonus if I accomplish it. Trying to decipher the needs and wants. Got a list a mile long. Waking early with so much on my mind. Didn't even feel like I slept last night. It is so cold outside and wind is whipping. If the weather would just turn nice and stay, that would make life a little easier. I hate running in the wind especially cold northeastern wind. It BITES! I don't want to drive out to the gym cuz gas is expensive and it takes a lot of time that I could use today. Staying home and running would solve a lot of problems.
Thinking I am going to make a list. Divide it into 3 days and go.
Ok no psych analyzing here just needed to vent!