Wednesday, March 26, 2008

Ice It

Well for the first time in my blogging history, I put a entry on ice. It was something that I needed to write but not quite ready to share. Afraid of the imput by others maybe. Not ready to put it out there and admit it, maybe. Having the ability to work it out on paper and deal with it is maybe all I need to do. So my faithful readers I have not forgot about you. But the last one wasn't about you. Nothing you had to learn from or ponder. Just about me, myself, and I. What a concept! If you would have asked me about that eariler in life I would have said I just don't matter that much. But in my journey I realize that I do matter and I have something of value to say.

Who would have thought? Denise~very strong, important person. Something of value to say. Self esteem has grown. I am very thankful to all that have seen me through this journey that I am on. By no means is it ending but I am reaching a year anniversary. Time to reflect. Evaluate. Ponder where I go from here.

Am I where I want to be? Am I doing all I want to do? Am I happy? Do I make a difference in others life? If I die tomorrow, will they say "Boy she had a clean house?" Sorry for that one, few will get it.

Live.Laugh.LOVE. I want to be known for that!

2 comments:

Progratio said...

You do have a clean house.... BUT that is sooooooooo the tip of your iceberg of qualities its just not funny! happy anniversary Baby you should be so very proud of yourself, we all are, if its ok i speak for others in this case?

Sunshine said...

As long as her house is cleaned up, I'm good with that! I don't want to clean up the mess when she's gone.