Tuesday, November 25, 2008

Murphy's Law

Murphy's Law =Something is going to go wrong. Something like that. Once again, the "why me" syndrome. Do I have to go through somethings to avoid something worse? Don't sweat the little things=there all little things, in the realm of it all. Taking deep breaths when it doesn't seem to flow the way I think it should.

Time to step back and just let things happen I can't control. He knows that I need more time with that "patience" thing. Accepting is hard for me especially when I don' t think it is my best interest. Letting go if you will. Days lately are packed with stuff to get down before the holidays and trip. Things just need to go a certain way for it all to be OK? Right? Nope once again life happens and things are changed. I am sure it is for the better but at the time it doesn't seem that way.

Still realizing that it is only stuff in the world. It is not life and death and don't need that stuff to make us who we are. As quickly as we obtain it-we can lose it. And once again it is only "stuff". What is truly important and what is not. Trying to figure out things in the early morning because it is the best time for me. It is quiet and peaceful. Time to meditate and recharge. Hoping the ones that matter "get me"? Not insane, just insightful. Connecting to mind, body and spirit.

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