Year in

Well one whole year and a day when the written part of my journey began. Hard to believe. Oh yeah it started long before a year ago. I know that. I am just now trying to figure out the who and whys of Denise? Complex to some-not to others. This might sound strange but I know that I am here to do great things. I believe that I have already but more is yet to be seen. Aren't we all? Do we ever really find out our worth? Do we ever give credit when credit is do? I have found out in the past that you and only you can give that much needed pat. I have come to believe that it is wanted and needed.



On my run this morning, I thought about the past year; the good, the bad and the ugly. Crazy that days went by that I didn't think I could come down from the cloud I was on. Then it hit like a ton of bricks; heartache, depression and despair. Funny that those time just seem to ground me again. Knowing that with joy comes hurt and love-heartache. Cycle of life I think. To go up you must come down. But knowing in the depths there is hope!



All is truly good. Knowing worth is good. Welcoming 09 to more of my journey. Stumble oh yes but never out for the count.