Wondering what has changed? Or was it there always and I was blinded by love or desperate for a future? You are not the man I married 17 years ago. But wait I am not the woman I was 17 years ago. Maybe it is not him it is me? What am I doing now that makes the difference? What I see that is important that I didn't before. I think I got it all wrong. It is isn't him, it is me. Whew so glad I figured that one out.
Don't feed the monkey. Leave the bananas outside. I can't control the past, it is gone. I must review and live from mistakes. I can't control the future. It is already written. I can only control my actions, thoughts and views. Only I can change. Stand up for me and what I see to be right. Trust in God and that only He knows the way. Follow Him.
My ex, that is a hard one. Dealing with what way the wind is blowing. Alot of prayer and patience. Not going to put alot of time or energy in this one. Just doesn't seem to be worth it. Maybe some day we will see eye to eye. But one very special man reminded me now too long ago...and that is way you call him x!
Subscribe to:
Post Comments (Atom)
1 comment:
Insight,Insight,Insight, isn't it great when we allow it to happen. Gifts are given all that is needed.Using them is a choice. Love You.
Post a Comment