Walking By Faith Again

Trying to figure out why people do what they do? Giving second and third chances only too be disappointed again and again. Do they feel threatened by me or what they see in me? Do they see that I am strong again. I do know what I want in life. Do they see the happiness that I have obtained? Do they want it too? Do they finally see what they decided to give up on so many years and realize the loss is greater than the deed? Why do I even care? Because their ignorance and unhappiness is poring out. Their ugliness is in abundance. The negativity is all around them. I am quick to put up my shield of white light. Sometimes I know ahead, sometimes I am blind sited. I refuse to let that darkness enter in me. I reject the ill feelings. I have changed. I have God on my side. I will let Him deal with their outside forces. Deep breathes. Rewards are great for those who walk a higher road. I have witnessed this in the past and I will continue to believe! AMEN