Not a Bed of Roses

Been along time since I ve done this. Not that I have thought about it. Summers have become worse than any other time of year. Go Go Go. Which can be good but not lately. Need to find the vacation in my mind. The one you don't have to pack for. It seems to be so much work getting ready for it and it is done in a flash and the after stuff is crazy. The kids go to their dad's and I usually spend the whole week getting back to normal ( if there is such a word). I think I need to redefine normal again. Laying in bed I decided to give myself a break. Really this is the first year of me with a new family. Past is gone and new traditions are becoming. Need to realize that it is ok and new people mean new ways of seeing old situations. Working on it. Hubby has been patient. Church helps a lot. Sunday message was we don't have to be right. But having some sorta of peace in the house, life, and family. We need to communicate what our expectations are and how they are or aren't being met. Not being about right but understood. Being flexible, less bull headed, working on it. I have a good man. That was a gift. I am right where I am suppose to be. Not perfect but peaceful!