Here I Go

Woke up today and it is raining. Ugh three days off from running and I know I got to go today. If I don't it will be like starting all over again. I don't want to do that again. And what if it rains on the day of the tri, then what. I got to do it. This week also I was rejoining the gym. Vacations are officially done and the pool is open again. I need to start to run in the morning and swim in the evening. So here it goes. Officially less than three weeks til the day. Stomach already feeling like knots. Amazing what the mental can do isn't it. It can carry you or destroy you. Choice is yours. Running at 5 it has carried me. Running after work, destroyed me. All a state of mind and don't forget 50 % humidity. That heat was killer this summer but I am not complaining. I think for the most it seems to be gone but than again so does the summer. I can not believe the kids are going back in two weeks. Where did it go? We have so much more to do. But between Casey to volleyball, and band, T and Carson at football, there is no time.
Time a precious commodity. More we need the less there is of it. Once again trying to make 25 out of 24. Just can't do it. But still trying. Sleep is what seems to suffer these days. I do know the importance of it too. Well the rain seems to have stopped for the moment. It is dark and wet and going out there is the last thing I want to do on a Monday morning but...