Contol or not...What was the ?

Life just seems to be flying by. Thinking, a few of my friends says that I have been thinking too much. How do you do that? And the alternative...too little that can't be good? Or can it?

Sometimes I would not like to think that i have the world on my shoulders. I would like someone else say hey this is what we are going to do and this is what we are going to eat. Someone to share in the joys and the burdens of everyday life. But then I have to give up a little control. Whoa who wants to do that? Not me? I have worked so hard to get it and now to let it go a bit, hmmmmmmm not so sure.

I need a vacation! But that is only temporary. Quickly everyday life comes back and all that was a problem still is. But than all the good is still is too. Focus~Denise. If we want to see bad it can be found and that goes the same with good. It is time to get back to what matters. Knowing your a good mom, and friend. Realizing that life has it ups and downs and if we don't view both we would not be able to rejoice when its good. Taking for granted, that there always is a silver lining...hoping! Not forcing anything and patiently waiting.

Continuing on the journey that I have started with new purpose. Resetting and restarting. Not viewing it as a failure but a detour. Moving forward at my pace.