Time Too... Back on Track

Well it seems to me that I have stepped out of my scheduled and ordinary. Sometimes we get caught up with the exciting and new that we forget that the ordinary has a sense of calm to it that we miss. Scared oh yea that too. New can be so scarey. New can be like buying shoes; oh they look really good in the window. You try them on and yea they fit good. You look at the price and think ah a bit pricey but still affordable. So you buy them knowing full well that you can return them... until you wear them outside~then there yours. So you wear them and wear them alot and hope just hope that they don't give you a blister! Scary yea new can be scary. But


It can also be something you needed. Willing to take chances and hope that something good comes out of them. Why do we get so cautious when we get a little older? Are we so blind to the world in our 20's that we just jump in head first with out a second thought? And now being almost 40's why do we just stay planted where we are? Afraid of getting hurt? Afraid to trust? Maybe now we have more to think about then just "me". More vested? Oh great back to pondering.