Well as I ran last nite, I was reminded that some think it is a mid life crisis that I am going through. Many who ask about my journey simply ask and when will you be 40?;or oh how old are you?~hmmm that is why. I think to myself~do people really view this all as a bad thing? Trying to get in shape for the next half of my life~Is that viewed as a bad thing? Trying to become closer to God and what he has planned for me~a bad thing? Trying to put the positive back into Polly~bad thing?
Searching for a partner for the rest of my life~a bad thing?
Well mind,body and spirit, I want it all and am not stopping til I get it. To all those who view this as a negative-sorry that you feel that way. Maybe you need to take inventory. I have never felt more alive, more positive about myself and where I am in life. I am secure in who I am and what I want. What a wonderful feeling. I owe all of this to seeds that where planted intentionally and unintentional. The road is set and it is up to me which way I travel. With prayer, I hope to always take the high one. It seems to have done me well in the past.
New friends coming along on my journey have purpose. True friends that have stuck by me through the rough waters have purpose. I am truly blessed. I feel loved daily through hugs,emails,winks and even texts. I thank you all who don't question and just except. I am even thank ful to those who question for they keep me on my toes. Today I feel BLESSED! Continue on with me. It will surely be interesting. Have you started your journey? Do you want to? Do you even care? Ah pondering what a wonderful thing.
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Kudos!!! another great blog! nuf said. word.
It's not about what others think or what you think, it's about what God thinks. The change seems to be working out great and it is noticable in all your actions . Love the positive & purposeful attitude. RG
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